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SunnyMY's Priority 1月28日 Influencestime really passes so fast, it's about to another month already since the school reopened. well, during the past 2-months-holidays.. i really had changed a lot.. at least.. i have become more positive.. erm.. i think no one realizes that i have changed, i think neither my best friends. but it's alright for me. most of all, from the first day the holidays started (last year), i already began to worry about two things, firstly, i worried how should i use my time beneficially, and secondly is whether i can stop thinking of one thing which i could not control. Well, i think i did it.. erm.. at least i got learnt something in the holidays, and of course, i did the latter thing i mentioned succesfully.. really wonderful, but what is the use of the temporarily success? is it everybody will also encounter this? i mean the turning of luck, bad luck and then good luck, keep on rotating on you? really sweat, we cannot do anything right? can we?
i discovered that other people and events do have influence on our lives.. it's a true story, a guy named MR.G, he encountered problems related to love, he lost his love twice to the same girl, um, i know that is hurt, he does not dare to get involved in love for some time. i think.. there is still a turning point.. because it is us, and us alone who determine which influences to emphasis, what meaning we give to those influences, and what beliefs we'll create based on those influences.. i heard that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours... do you agree? erm, honestly, i don think so, not necessary that the harder you work, the greater will be your chance in success.. not necessary.. sometimes, the world ain't as good as you think of.. the world can be cruel.. can be cold-blodded, too. all we can do is just taking ownership, create ourselves and our life anew by taking personal responsibilities into a count. those responsibilities included our thoughts, feelings and actions. the life belongs to us, ourselves, there are two choices for us actually, live happilly or the other way round. whether you want a happy life or a life full of sadness, it depends on yourself.
actually the pain associated with love has more to do with fear, than love. MR.G, the final decision is in your hands, ganbatte. 12月7日 Failing 2 plan = Planning to failDon't you agree with me that failing to plan is just another indirect way to bring us failure? Obviously, as all of us can see by our eyes, everybody has their own plans, targets, goals. Supposingly, everybody wants an easy lifestyle, so that we work hard.. we give out everything so that we can enjoy a comfortable life. i have come through different of people, as i know, most of all regards highly to what they have done, though they didnt have any contribution.. that is true, they expect they can get many benefits either be succeed though they didnt work hard or didnt work.
Plan is a method, way or project that worked out beforehand for the accomplishment of an object. Well, can anyone tell me who can guarantee that what we have planned must can be achieved succesfully? or no need to be succeed.. i think even no one can say a word about what we have planned can be carried out without any resistance or problems.. right? So, it's not easy to plan smthg.. to plan smthg succesfully..
I admit that i am also one of them, one of those who always expect so much for what i have done. well, that is the truth, it cant be denied anymore. I used to always planning this planning that, but lately came out with nothing. i think this is due to my own attitudes, lazy and lack of patience and it seems my heart is not willing to give a try, too. And smthg even worst, i expect so much. This is truly another big challenge for me, i have to change these kinds of attitudes, i shoud renew myself, and become a completely different individual in the coming years. Sometimes really felt like i'm not exist in this world, feel like my presence won't give any changes to the world, but lately i found out that i was wrong. i realized that everybody has different roles, playing different characters at different places, different time. As an example i act as a student in school, as a son in my home.. many many other else.. dont feel like it is so simple, actually it is not. Usually we dont think it is importabt but in fact, it is. We never plan how to become a good student, a good son, a good player or whatever. We didnt even pay any attention on those things..
Recently, i am planning to do smthg, after absorbing those experiences, i should have learnt. Haha, well, i wont allow any failed plan anymore, i think i can manage them..
Well, apart from that, i think i have to give myself some spaces.. to do what i have planned without failing.. actually this can be done successfully if i try my best. Failing 2 plan is equal to planning to fail, but what if we have planned succesfully but we dont have the will to do according to plan? what a waste of time and energy of planning. right? but if we manage to plan our plans according to our wish, then first of all, we shoud try out our best instead of doing nothing. right? 12月2日 LuckDo you believe about your luck? alright, i admit that i am one of them who believes about my luck. But what is luck actually means? does it only mean good fortune or prosperity? well, i tell you.. it's not.. totally not.. it can be the opposite - bad luck.. luck is kinda abtract.. it cannot be touched.. cannot be seen.. but it really exsists. Actually luck is our overall circumstances or condition in our daily life including everything that happens to us. So, it has a big and close relationship with our mind.. you doubt it? alright.. don't you know that 'if you think you can, then you can'?
Sometimes, we have good luck, we are so lucky, but we shouldnt be proud instead we should try hard.. try our best thought having good fortune. But as we know, not everyone can have good luck all the time, sometimes we will have bad luck.. but if we keep insisting.. don't ever give up.. in our mind.. we should always tell ourselves 'never say never'.. then i believe good fortune will be back to us..
I dunno whether i am having good luck or bad luck.. well, maybe i am lucky..
11月15日 ‘ 最 ’？今天真的很烦， 可是也可说是这个月里最开心的一天了。最讨厌的考试只剩两天了，然后就可以过自己最爱的日子，哈哈 ！今天放学回家后， 冲了一个自己最喜欢的冷水凉， 然后吃了最爱的肠粉， 爽 ！ 然后抱着自己最爱的枕头， 谈在最舒服的床上， 睡了一个最甜的午觉。 醒了后就打了场自己最喜欢的PS2足球游戏， 还吃了自己最爱的猪肉干， 赞 ！ 然后还和朋友们踢自己最爱的足球，还进了三粒球 ！回家后，看了自己最喜欢的动漫，随着还读了几本自己最喜欢的漫画。可是不知为什么， 突然间，我觉得自己好像是在这个世上最空虚、最寂寞的一个。 感觉上。。。 我的生命很黑白，很无趣且无聊。。。 虽然我今天做了那么多自己'最'喜欢的东西。。。 可是我觉得自己还是缺乏了一个对我来说最重要的‘最’。。。我想，我会默默付出自己最珍贵、最爱惜的，甚至最宝贵的时间，来还取那个对我生命最重要的“最”。。。 11月8日 Dying~Oh my god, i am going to have my physic paper tomorrow, sure die la.. hope that i wont fail la.. just hope that i can score 35 marks, which is the passing mark.. hope so..
盲目地发奋, 忙忙忙其实自私 ,梦中也习惯, 有压力要我得知
11月7日 What's the problem?haiz, why can't i sign in my window live messenger? can someone tell me what is going on? sienz.. what's the problem actually? Anyway, i have finished moral paper today. haha, so, that means i still have 6 more subjects to go. wow, time is passing away very fast, i have gone through half of the exam already.. and exam is going to finish.. just 10 more days.. on next week 17th Nov 06.. um.. i think next week will be a very difficult time for me, as i am going to have my add math, chemistry, account and biology paper.. wow! ! ! gonna study la.. ganbatee! ! ! 11月6日 one step closer~Finally i've had my mathematics paper today, i felt so relax once i finished my paper, like i've let go of something. haha, but still have to work hard la, b'cos i'm going to have my physic paper soon.. just on thins thursday. Further more.. next week will be the last week of exam.. but it's the most difficult week for me i think. b'cos i'll have chemistry paper, account paper, biology paper and even add mathematics paper.. haiz.. (>.<)" gonna study now.. ganbatee la! ! ! 11月5日 Muakaka~ two weeks more..17th November 06 is the last day of exam, it's just about two weeks more. Well, after 12p.m. on that day, i mean the last day of exam, i think everyone will be extremely happy, and will be the starting of holiday, too. Really looking forward towards that day..
Haiz, a bit upset now.. b'cos i think i'll get very bad results la.. i just hope that i can pass all subjects la, at least do not fail la. Hopefully... 11月3日 Wow~ 8 more subjects~Lately i've finished my history paper 2 as well as EST paper 2 today.. haha.. feeling kinda happy though i knew that i will get bad results for history.. i left many questions blank.. haiz.. nevermind.. i shall cheer up now.. b'cos i still have 8 more subjects.. haiz.. i have to fight till 17 nov which is the end of the exam.. then i'll be shouting HOORAY loudly.. waiting for the day.. 11月2日 Desperate !Wow, cool ~ i have had my english language paper today.. in another words.. i have finished answering two subjects.. still have ten more subjects to go on.. still need to be patient la.. really feeling desperate.. as the holidays is coming.. jz two more weeks.. haha.. well, i'll be patient and wait.. haiz.. i'll have my history paper 2 and EST paper 2 on tomorrow.. cheer up.. though i already know my history will definitly be very bad.. haiz.. i should try my hard to struggle and try not to fail it.. haha.. HELP ~ 11月1日 Sienz sienz..Haiz, i've just finished one of the subject - Malay. Actually two of the malay papers aren't difficult... but not easy, too. haha. But.. for the history paper.. i suck! ! ! haiz.. more than ten questions i dunno out of forty questions.. haiz.. i should try harder on next time.. yes.. i will.. ;-).. erm.. a bit happy.. cos at least i've finished one subject.. still got eleven to go.. haiz.. ganbatee la! ! ! ! ! ! 10月31日 worrying and feeling afraid BUT excitedHaiz, final year exam is around the corner.. actually i shouldnt't say around the corner, b'cos tomorrow will be the first day of the exam. haha. (wondering why i still can laugh though i haven fully prepared, not even ready yet). Anyway, i've estimated the results for myself, which is very terrible. haiz, when i think of this i'll be very worry and afraid, but i can't blame on anynoe but myself, b'cos i didnt manage my time wisely. i think it is a good lesson for me, well, i have to lear from this. Really feeling scare.. b'cos when i think about the others in my class, i would be very afraid, b'cos all of them are so 'geng'.. must be getting good results.. In contrast, for myself, definitely i'll be getting the worst, i think my standing will be about the last ten. This is where the pressure is, feel like having headache.. headache which cannot be cured wit any medicine.. haiz.. really afraid.. and i dont wanna make my family feel hopeless. haiz.. sienz.. but no choice.. all my fault la.. it's no use to worry now.. better concentrate a bit la.. study as much as i can la.. hope that i wont fail.. then it is enough la..
Um.. however, i'm feeling a bit excited. i think this is b'cos i've found what i wanted and what i am neccessary for.. i'm sure that i've found it.. i mean the targets in my life. I've planned my for my life in the coming two years, it is quite difficult and complicated for me.. but i think i will enjoy the life.. really excited la.. when i think about my plan.. haha.. my mood is just like flying high.. kinda happy yet desire.. in the coming holidays.. i think i'll be a bit busy.. i've fully planned for it.. lots of activities for me.. haha.. thus i am so excited.. hope the exam can finish faster la.. then i can enjoy a bit.. and carry out my plan.. haha..
(seem like i am a bit innocent, how can the exam finish faster? haha, nevermind, i'll fight till the end, haiz.. gambatee laaa) 7月2日 can we stop quarreling?why must we quarrel? what are we quarrel for? why are we quarreling? is this your fault? my fault? his fault? whose fault? or all of our faults? but i dont think so, and lazy to think about it now. just hope that in the coming days, we wont quarrel anymore.. can we? The Return Of Fortunetime is really passing very fast but silently, when i open up my eyes, another half year has gone, the unlucky half year i had been living in, full of stress and tension. i shall compare myself to a spring, being compressed, but the more you compress me, the more power i will gain, when i reach the maximum limit, something good will happen, that i will convert those potential energy(stress and tension) into another form of power. i am kinda happy be'cos i had solved my problems, but another problem come towards me just the time i finished solving my problem. is this my luck? maybe it is my luck.. anyway, i shall still keep insisting to fight till all the bad luck gone away.. then until the time that all my bad luck gone away, i think that time is my fortune arrive. really desperate about the coming of that day, hope it will come soon, but dreams are always oppose the reality, if i desperate more, the longer i have to wait.. so, better do not think about it now, and continue fighting.. cheer up! 6月9日 World Cup Past WinnersWorld Cup Past Winners
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